You're not stupid enough to kill yourself, so you should be fine.

[...that's... really not the nicest way to phrase a vote of confidence, but she means it well? As well as Alice possibly can, anyway. Alfendi is less interesting to her when he's on good behavior, but it's not like she really dislikes him or anything even when he's like this.]

Besides, you're one of the few people here who doesn't give me a total headache, so if you tried I'd have to stop you.