I know. I just have no idea what the hell's going to appease people at this point. I'm not looking to give everyone a sob story about my life just to take their eyes off me.

[which is implying that if he revealed more about why he's really considered a traitor, maybe people would lay off him a little, but he hates the idea of having to go that route.]

Who isn't suspicious at this point is the real question. We've got at least two in our numbers that have plenty of blood on their hands. And a couple of them are still missing in action. ...And not dead either, from the looks for it.

[he noticed the extra vote too.]